Monday, November 4, 2013

I lead a rather unhappy life, facing up to all the people who I need to stay alive. Because without them, I would probably die on the streets. And because of that, I am expected to meet all their expectations, forcing me to be unable to lead a life I want. The life I had hoped to be able to live. But no, I can't choose what I want to do. And just because she is paid for her studies, she thinks she is superior over me. Just because I am still dependent on my parents for allowance, she thinks she can step over my head. Just because she is self sufficient, she expects the whole world to bow down to her. Just because she has a bright future and I am here failing my modules, she totally despise me. Just because she is so free to pass her license before me, she expects me to give in to her every time she needs the car  But what to do, she always has the upper hand in all our arguments. I really hope one day, I can shut her mouth honorably and make her speechless. I am not getting started on my parents, if not it will really never end.

Yixuan
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