Thursday, September 6, 2012

This has been a lonely sem. It may be good, it may be bad. Good because I can focus more on lectures, bad because I have no one to attend lectures with, which tends to lead to me skipping lectures. I miss Dallan. And soon, I will be missing Jason. Xuezhe is always hanging out with his friends. So bo bian I have to go for lessons alone lo.

My life in hall also has been a lonely one. It's true that I have my new batch of freshies, my new friends in Blk 4, but still, I miss those genuine laughter Pikachu had back in Sem 1. Everyone seem to be detaching themselves away after finding their boyfriends/girlfriends. Oh well, it's part of growing up...

Yixuan
00:59

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

I just wanna talk about the external elections. It's a great feeling topping the number of votes. But it's also a sign that people are having high expectations of you. I am starting to doubt myself whether I am able to meet the expectations of people who entrusted their vote to me. What if I don't do well? What if I get dropped during internals? I think I am too paranoid, I hope I am too paranoid, but nothing is impossible.

And the lecture sucks.

Yixuan
12:54