Tuesday, February 26, 2008

ytd was a horrible day. in the morning, i stepped on some reddish purplish remains of something on the mrt platform which nearly make me puke. the in the afternoon, some crazy woman on board bus 72 snapped photos of me saying i took up 2 seats and being very inconsiderate bcz i aws denying others of having the chance to sit. HELLO!! THERE ARE 5 OTHER SEATS BEHIND!!! omg. she say she going to post on STOMP somemore la. haiz, i am going to become famous liao. catch me on STOMP!! GRRRR!!!

Yixuan
22:05

Thursday, February 21, 2008

first and foremost, congrats to Singapore for winning the bid for YOG 2010. :D its really an acoomplishment for such a small city and being pitted (is there such a word?) against superpowers like moscow. well, i am very happy that SG won :DD

well, after the random post, i decided to post something useful. that is...

WE ARE GOING TO BOTAK JONES NEXT THURS!! YAY!! :DDD

Yixuan
22:36


This is a random post which has absolutely no meaning :D

Yixuan
17:36

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

thought it was appropriate to apologize to the people i daoed in the morning. i was quite not in the mood to do stuff and i think i poked everyone around me. damn why must life be so complicated. i realised that i am stupid enough to be cursing the wrong person for the past week. what a dumbass i am. :(

homework list:
[due 22 feb]
1. vectors (II) [X]
2. revision worksheet 3 []
3. hydroxyl compounds []
4. alkanes, alkenes, arenes test []
5. some random chem worksheet []
6. gp lecture reflections for tmr []

[due term 1 week 9]
1. evolution and diversity []
2. vectors (III) []
3. carbonyl compounds []

Yixuan
18:10

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

as i looked thru my friendster friend list, i felt another surge of feelings overwhelming me. i really felt like crying. arnold, alnishyia, asyifah, benny, calanthea, carmen, dhevani, jialin, kaiping, meily, natasha, niesan, priscilla, qianwen, renette, shaun, sherilyn, sokshin, steffie, sujun, suling, thiru, yinghui and yuzhen. browsing thru their profiles made me realise once again how much life sajc have for me. i miss them alot!! apart from them, there is still my beloved 07S15, OG 12 Amarillo, rock climbing gang!! well, all those can only be sealed deep in my heart as blissful memories. i wonder how life would be if sajc becomes my first choice on that day. i can only drop my tears in silence.

jerking back to reality, timo, mag and rae had a heart time getting our DEAD class to help out in school events. i can see that they are really enthusiastic about the events but as usual, those SAME individuals made their life hard by not wanting to help out. i am really tired of all these crap. why cant you people manage your time well enough to study and participate in these class bonding activities? and this brings me back to the SL proj last yr. despite being a COMPULSORY class event, some people still dare to pon by saying they have to pray. pray my ass ok. and people who turned up are super not interested la. it's like the whole world owe them money when they turn up. giving everyone there the standard grumpy face and making everyone else sian. so stupid can.

i really want to do the racial harmony project but thanks to the certain few, we are advised against doing it. how lively our jc life is depends on us, not on what the school can plan for us. even though we decided on the special olympics, i am sure that people will be unhappy doing it.

if only i remained in sajc...

Yixuan
22:19

Monday, February 18, 2008

today is a horrible day. totally wrong. firstly, i didn't do any homework. and so now i have like TONS of homework due TOMORROW!! 1 aq, 1 mindmap, revision ws 3, and some other random homework like evolution and diversity, carbonyl compounds, vectors (II), vectors (III).
it's just i dont have the courage to tell you what's in my heart.
And in pe, i am being coerced into joining 4x100m and 4x400m relay. omg i am going to diu lian again. stupid day.

Yixuan
18:03

Thursday, February 14, 2008

dunno what happen to my last post. the font so tiny. zzz

anyway, today is V-day, otherwise known as friendship day to singles :D we went to bao's house to cook spaghetti. lol was shocked at how well gentle lamb could cook. i helped out in cutting hotdogs, mushrooms and 'massaging' the minced pork. haha. it's the 1st time in 18 yrs i truly experienced 14th feb. the love of sharing with your loved ones. well, it's like sharing goodies with your friends and showering them with your love. the 13/07 hunks gave all the 13/07 babes including teachers a rose with personalised msg. cool right!! bet you want one too. ^^ i wouls like to take this opportunity to thank the following people who gave me presents :)

seelek for her cute cube and sweet
zhiyan for her broccoli and some unknown yellow thingy
dior and ms man (jen) for their milk choc m&ms
wanjing for her mini hamper for nougat, sweets, chocolates and a random eraser (lol)
xinfang for another mini hamper or gummies and chocolates
chloe, sarah (my shifu and shifu 2nd-in-charge) and weiting for their bag of assorted m&ms
priscilla for her 'homemade' cookies
siying for her lollipop flower and sweets
rachel for her pencil and YUMMY spaghetti
baowen for her cheapo burger biscuit
kahhwee for her jellybeans
pohchoon for his super sweet cornflakes
yuanyin for her honey stars
xinying for her pencil
anuja for yet another mini hamper of gummies and sweets
ms hu for her little bobdog thingy
ms quek for her gummies

if i missed out your name, pls forgive me bcz i may have eaten it alrd =P

and the winner of this year's most creative gift award goes to...... zhiyan's broccoli -.-

and i really want to thank 13/07 for everything they have given me since i stepped into aj. esp those who stood by me and encouraged me during dark time. such as people like siaun who is super crap at times but has been standing by me since i knew him last year. thank you 13/07. beacuse you live, i live.

Yixuan
20:22

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i am sick again. sad. this time, there is an infection in my voice box which caused my voice to reached a 'new' low (as mentioned by si aun). and it sounds very unclear bcz i keep coughing. haiz. hope i will get well soon!

Happy birthday to Poh Choon and Shelia! :D

Yixuan
12:28

Friday, February 8, 2008

its cny!! haha. ytd went back to cat high to see old teachers. took a few photos of our ex-classroom. it was quite weird to think that i was actually studying in that classroom 2-3 yrs ago. well, time flew past and the wonderful times are history. then, me, zhenyang, hanwei, yanzhi, darylthia, kelvinwoon, johnhuang, jiaqiang, damianboh, jianhong, siangyong, zhanyi and xianzhe went to have lunch at the S-11 nearby. we were sort of asking each other how we are doing and joking around and stuff. then, me, kelvin, john, yanzhi, hanwei went to raiders to play lan for 2hrs. it has been almost a yr since i last stepped into a lan shop. we only managed to play a game and we won!! i used sand king, hanwei was pudge, yanzhi used necro'lic, john was shadow fiend and kelvin chose death prophet. we were suffering early game due to that qop but we still won in the end :D

then i went to kian seng for reunion dinner part 1 with my maternal family. the dinner was decent and way nicer than sat's company dinner at the same place. yup. i was sitting next to my grandmother and she was teaching me canto. haha. i sounded damn funny speaking in canto bcz of my slow ability to catch the language. the dinner was $692 for 2 tables. which i felt abit not worth. but everyone seems happy with the dinner.

then went to turf city with my family for reunion dinner part 2 with my paternal family!! haha. must think i am nuts. the dinner was indeed better. except for the roasted pig. it was badly done and the skin (which was supposed to be crispy) is rubber. i cant even bite it properly. it was also my grandmother's birthday so my sis was desperately drawing her a card last minute. the 7 kids then wrote our greetings (i helped my bro) on the card and presented to her during the cake cutting ceremony. :) then we stayed till so late that the staff left even when we are still sitting and talking. we were like the only ones left there. lol.

*shall not talk abt today*

cny is a season for us to be jolly. smile :)

Yixuan
00:21

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

This is for you.



Yixuan
22:49


have a made the wrong choice today?

the last day of school before the cny break! free at last yay! *looks at homework list* forget that statement.

cny homework checklist:
1) descriptive statistics (SDL)
2) vectors MINDMAP
3) theory of income determination essay
4) chem spa revision (chem spa on 12 feb)
5) stem cells and GMO mindmap
6) revision ws 2 - functions
7) electrochemistry quiz
*will definitely be updated*

isn't it exciting?

went to amk hub with timothy, valerie, chloe and sarah after school for awhile. had cheap sushi from fairprice!! haha feels so cheapo now. well, it's the only way i should feel with $1 in my pocket. :( then chloe and sarah wanted to do an extreme makeover for me. i was abit stunned lol. they even brought me to see some clothes and talked about styling my hair haha. but then my grandparents came and i had to go le. so sao xing lo. tmr got 4-3 gathering at denis' house. feels not so excited. it has been more than a year since we separated. the relationship we had seemed to have strained alot. i dont even feel that i am welcomed anywhere anymore.

i can hear your heartbeat when i close my eyes.

Yixuan
18:06

Monday, February 4, 2008

today's spa was a disaster.

i am sad. i really regretted slacking off so much in the weekends. but i really cant remember what i have written in my notes. this is so frustrating and sickening. but it's over. it's what i deserved for being such a lazy bum. homework is seriously insane. what's with the cny homework?!?!

cny homework checklist:
1) descriptive statistics (SDL)
2) vectors MINDMAP
3) theory of income determination essay
4) chem spa revision (chem spa on 12 feb)
5) stemcells and GMO mindmap
*will definitely be updated*

sometimes, i just need someone there to encourage me to go the extra mile

Yixuan
21:18

Sunday, February 3, 2008

CNY is round the corner. i hope you guys have done your shopping for the new year. well, i just noticed how fortunate i am compared to many who have to wear pass-me-down clothings for the new year. while i happily collect the ang baos, there are some who have to work their ass off to live. when i greedily nibble down the cny goodies, people are dying of starvation and malnutrition. am i really that oblivious to my surroundings in the past? am i really that jerk who totally ignores what others are feeling around me? i hope that with this new year, i too can become a better person.

it's been a month since our last proper conversation.

Yixuan
22:05