I seriously have no freaking idea what is happening in my lecture notes. Somehow, the equations and unknowns seem to be solving themselves magically. It's like flipping the notes front and back and front again but nothing is getting solved. At this rate, I am really going to be flunking my midterms. And if that's the case, my chance of SEP is really going to be zero, I need to retake all the modules again, I need to extend my graduation, I need to waste more of my parent's money, I need to repay them more money... What a horrible end. But I really can't understand the nonsense in the notes. It's like symbols everywhere and there is nothing to explain what the stand, how to derive them from other equations. I think I am either too stupid or not cut out for this stupid course. Gahhhh! Why did I put myself into this 4-year torture?
Yixuan
17:19