It's been a tough semester. I have always been thinking that I am coping rather well with my work so far. However, after the onslaught of midterms, I am starting to think otherwise. Out of my 4 core modules, all of them are below average. I feel like it's Sem 1 all over again and it's a terrible feeling. I really do not want see my CAP dropping for this semester because it's already shitty enough.
And thus I have been thinking, have I made the wrong choice to take up so many commitments in the first place? In fact, most of my free time is usually eaten up either by Engin Club or hall activities. It was so packed that I had to forgo dance this semester. And sadly, I won't be performing for Halloween. Hopefully, I can free up my schedule a bit next semester and perform in Dance Uncensored. That's like probably my only reason still in RH Dance. Such things are good for my portfolio, but if my basic certificate comes out lousy, what good can the portfolio do? Gahhh, why must university be so annoying?
I wish I can just sit back and chill. Watch Survivor and Amazing Race and CSI. Play DotA and L4D and MapleStory. Instead of struggling through endless formulas and calculations.
Yixuan
16:05