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YIXUAN
 15 jan 1990

Yixuan Soh



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Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Start of block leave. But my work alot undone. AHM Donation Cards very screwed. Thanks to people like ____ losing their cards and needing to make police report. Thanks to much for adding my workload. And now i am like behind schedule thanks to that one person. F*** you very much. And also the parade states are so totally crushing me. Everyday's parade state has to be redone like 2-3 times because miniscule errors will appear here and there. And end up, the gatekeeper (who coincidentally is me) have to chase and chase and chase them. And since josh went for his course, arrows start flying towards me. From all directions somemore. Don't think that life as a clerk is damn shiok ok.. You have to shoulder much more responsibility than those running outfield. You have to make sure that those people who are projected for courses get their courses, those people up for promotions get their rank, not only that, you have to deal with highly classified documents which those people running about don't have to do. And mishandling them can easily lead to charges and DB!! If you think that being a trainee is the lowest lifeform, think again. Being a clerk holding a recruit rank is worse. My pay is like $2 per hour, one can easily get $6 and above outside. On top of that, look at people like _______, he is a bloody private and does like so much less work than me and get more pay than me. Coupled with his grumblings when given work and his annoying comments on almost everything. Screw him. Also, a recruit have like the least say in camp. You cant really get alot of cooperation because almost the whole unit is higher rank than you. But i must really thank 2lt adam for all his help the past 2 weeks. Without it, i might really crumble. Haiz.

So anyway, went to chinatown to k with pris and waisin. It was nice (minus all the canto songs from the last generations) overall.

Don't worry people seeing this. I'm fine. At least i won't attempt suicide in the time being.

I really admire those who have (insert text here) to accompany them back to camp and supporting them and whatever. If only there was one there for me to share my happiness and sorrows with. If only there was one to understand me and not judge me on the outside. So what if i had done all those things? It's the changes and the learning process that i have been through that counts right? Ah, fuck it.

Yixuan
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