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YIXUAN
 15 jan 1990

Yixuan Soh



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Sunday, July 26, 2009

okay felt much better after a few rounds of bejeweled blitz and word challenge.

somehow i feel unsafe blogging here. what if some stalker get to understand what i am going through and decide to provide me with what i needed and then kidnap me? AHH! i can't bear the thought of it. but why would a stalker even be interested in a guy like me, they should be targetting those small girls with their dollies.

anyway, last week was rather short but hectic. there was the ippt on wed which i was forced to take. well, i managed a pass in 4 stations. (: if only i ran 30sec faster for 2.4km, thanks to the shit which is pushing itself out of my rectum. bleah sounds gross. the chin ups was very fei. because i totally didn't felt like pulling in case my shoulder decide to go crazy again. but managed to do 2 for fun. heh.

then on friday, we had to go to east coast park to be marshallers/water point. it was very fei, bcz ppl didnt run the actual route and in the end, me and andy have no one to direct. and we decided to slack with benjamin and jiada. and started to talk alot of crap. haha. and we had early bookout! but tmr i think i'm gonna get crushed by parade states yet again =/

then went to changi village hotel for buffet dinner with family! they had the one-for-one promotion. the food there is really good. but too bad they don't have oysters :( hmm, without the promotion, it's $40+++ per pax. but the food and ambiance is really worth the money! the view of the pool + golf course was very majestic. the salmon sashimi is divine. bbq beef and sotong, teppanyaki veg and prawns = godly. the mushroom soup with the bun is heavenly. the salad was irresistible. and the desserts are mouth-watering. totally rocks! but very inaccessible. haha.

wow, this is a very long blog post. i shall end of by wishing that every emo person in the world currently will experience an event which will make them happy for the rest of the day! (:

Yixuan
17:10


heart-wrenching. depressing. unbelievable. sian diao-ed. suicidal.

these were the thoughts after the 4 1/2 rounds of mahjong last night. lost a total of $12. weee~ wonder what else is in store for me.

irritating people kept trying to stick their irritating feet into my life. feel like sawing them off. wahahaha!

Yixuan
15:46

Sunday, July 19, 2009

It was a nice sunday at home. Playing dota for like almost the whole day. Tried to play maple again, but it still showed the error. So irritating. Missing Frostaholic and Rejectedboi BADLY. Haha. Once again, that horrible feeling came back, making me feeling utterly uncomfortable. And as usual, the loneliness is fogging my world. Not that it's not nice or what. I just cannot stand staying at home, especially when the whole world is shouting to communicate. Oh my delicate eardrums. :(

Booking in lo~

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Yixuan
20:25


If only we had played money ytd, i would have won $24.50. Hah. But nvm since all 3 of them are having their 'birthday month'.

Pris and I decided to celebrate yangyang's birthday by playing mahjong. I didn't prepare anything much for him, but Pris made a damn cool card and bought a green package for him. Green Package = a present consisting of everything green. Lol.

Anyway, we went to J8 after the steamboat dinner with Hanwei and Jezabel. Half-priced cake at cafe cartel and free firehouse at swensens. And we were totally laughing our heads off. Okay... maybe only me.

Today's my sis birthday and she's going to a chalet organised by her friends. Personally, I am quite worried about her because of her type of friends but then... what can I do? Haiz.

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Yixuan
08:46

Friday, July 17, 2009

I have recently picked up reading again. Lol. I absolutely love thrillers. Especially those crime ones whereby A killed B and the police have to solve it. OH MY GOD LA! So exciting. So anyway, I just bought 2 books by Jeffrey Deaver using my pathetic NS pay. The Bodies Left Behind and The Broken Window. Just finished reading the former today and started on the latter one. Hmmm, might start to buy books from Sans Bookshop soon to read, and sell them back xD So cheapo la!

Regarding my shoulder, the physiotherapist decided to discharge me alrd. Since he said that if I continue to practice those exercises he taught me, the shoulder will regain its stability and strength eventually. Need to thank him alot for all the help he has given me these few sessions.

And i seriously wonder why everyone loves to pick on me. Haiz...... POOR ME.

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Yixuan
21:27

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

GUESS WHAT!


NOTHING!


Yixuan
00:00

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

HOME SOUR HOME!

I seriously wonder why members of my family are so prone to arguments. And extremely heated ones at times. And I must admit that even I myself am a victim to it.

Anyway, it's been nice staying at home for the past few days. Are you are wondering why I'm slacking at home instead of khatib camp? Well, no, it's not because I contracted H1N1 and got quarantined. And not because my shoulder managed to dislocate itself again and got a long mc. But because I'm on course! The course is regarding some HR training because our online system is going to get a major change. I bet you don't understand any part of it. But nvm, you don't have to. Hah.

So my course brought me to OETI (Ayer Rajah Camp near Commonwealth MRT) on Monday and SAFTI MI (OCS near Joo Koon MRT) today, and tomorrow too! And the transport fare is crushing me. Argh. I hate long MRT rides that will cause my butt to rot for sitting in the same position or my legs to rot for standing in the same position for like 50min. But anyway, it's been a nice break away from camp.

I shall learn the MOF way of signing off.

Yixuan signs off, taking care of the big abrasion on his leg thanks to the trip to SAFTI MI. Anyone interested in joining me and siying for dinner tomorrow at Suki Sushi?

Yixuan
20:01

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Why is restaurant city so laggy? Can't it be a good program which can run smoothly like bejeweled blitz? Haiz.

Anyway, it's so irritating to see people around me rising to 3SG and 2LT or even PTE while the poor old me is still a poor old recruit. Damn. And i still have to take ippt leh. Can you imagine? IPPT LEH! Totally pek chek lor. You can totally check out the fumes being emitted by me now.

Welcome to the universal studio free photo booth.
LOL!

Yixuan
15:07

Friday, July 10, 2009

And once again, the horrible feeling is back again.

Better get my butt moving if not i'm going to be late meeting aunty neo.

Yixuan
17:00

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Start of block leave. But my work alot undone. AHM Donation Cards very screwed. Thanks to people like ____ losing their cards and needing to make police report. Thanks to much for adding my workload. And now i am like behind schedule thanks to that one person. F*** you very much. And also the parade states are so totally crushing me. Everyday's parade state has to be redone like 2-3 times because miniscule errors will appear here and there. And end up, the gatekeeper (who coincidentally is me) have to chase and chase and chase them. And since josh went for his course, arrows start flying towards me. From all directions somemore. Don't think that life as a clerk is damn shiok ok.. You have to shoulder much more responsibility than those running outfield. You have to make sure that those people who are projected for courses get their courses, those people up for promotions get their rank, not only that, you have to deal with highly classified documents which those people running about don't have to do. And mishandling them can easily lead to charges and DB!! If you think that being a trainee is the lowest lifeform, think again. Being a clerk holding a recruit rank is worse. My pay is like $2 per hour, one can easily get $6 and above outside. On top of that, look at people like _______, he is a bloody private and does like so much less work than me and get more pay than me. Coupled with his grumblings when given work and his annoying comments on almost everything. Screw him. Also, a recruit have like the least say in camp. You cant really get alot of cooperation because almost the whole unit is higher rank than you. But i must really thank 2lt adam for all his help the past 2 weeks. Without it, i might really crumble. Haiz.

So anyway, went to chinatown to k with pris and waisin. It was nice (minus all the canto songs from the last generations) overall.

Don't worry people seeing this. I'm fine. At least i won't attempt suicide in the time being.

I really admire those who have (insert text here) to accompany them back to camp and supporting them and whatever. If only there was one there for me to share my happiness and sorrows with. If only there was one to understand me and not judge me on the outside. So what if i had done all those things? It's the changes and the learning process that i have been through that counts right? Ah, fuck it.

Yixuan
21:22

Sunday, July 5, 2009

It's always been like that. No one ever cares.

Went out to celebrate pris, aka mof 2, birthday. played games at minds and dinner at just acia. end of day. lol short and succint. after all, i'm the only reader.

don't worry siying, i'm fine. (:

Yixuan
01:32

Saturday, July 4, 2009

it's not that i mattered anyways.

Yixuan
00:39

Friday, July 3, 2009

first and foremost, MY FREE IPOD TOUCH IS HERE! WOOHOO~

This is indeed a super hectic week for me. (I seem to be saying this every time.) However, this time, the busy-ness did not come from me making myself look busy in camp. This is audit week, meaning old aunties will be coming down to 23SA for HR audit! How exciting. And our S1 Dept is heavily crippled. Kenrick on his overseas leave, Joshua on his Manpower Ops course and Darren is newly posted in and doesn't know about audit. So yup, Clement and I nearly died. And the past week, I was given 11hrs of nights out officially, but then... I left camp for a total of less than 6hrs. Haha. Anyways, Audit's finally over! And i shall take this opportunity to wish some people belated birthday. :(

30th Jun: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEXIN!
2nd Jul: HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS!
3rd Jul: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!

Anyway, I changed bunk last week. My new bunk rocks!! Fellow 8264ers. LOL! This bunk rocks rocks rocks rocks! Everynight bunk cohesion until 12midnight! LMAO! Hope we can continue to rock on!! =/

Block leave coming up! 7th Jul 09 pm - 12th Jul 09 (minus 10th Jul 09, battalion cohesion run at ECP =.=)

Yixuan
18:35