Wednesday, September 3, 2008

maybe it's just me. sometimes i just get the feeling that i dont belong anywhere. like last thurs.. last fri.. events will date all the way back to sec 1 if i continue digging. i think i am just too sensitive.. i know i shouldn't be blogging this as people will get offended but i also need to vent what's trapped within me out. if not my head will just inflate like a balloon and go boom. sometimes a friend is really welcomed to hear all my rantings but will he/she still be there after listening to the same old stories i have? sometimes, Man is just selfish. they care about their own good at the expanse of others. they say Man have to live tgt in a community bcz they hate loneliness. but when living tgt do they care abt others? i doubt it. perhaps it would be appropriate for me to leave wherever i am not welcomed. if not for aquila crazy prices, i would be there alrd. if not for my deep hatred for loneliness i wont be with u guys. ironic huh. life is confusing.

Yixuan
18:51